It's snowing out like a mo-fo.
I'm not sure how well the drive home is going to go and I'm getting a headache just thinking about it. I just want to be in my bed, covered with my down comforter and hiding from the world. Instead, I'm at work. I'm at work because I'm dedicated to getting ahead. Or something.
Today, I just want to be in bed and never see the world again.
Or shooting aliens who are trying to destroy planet Earth.
Or smoking packs of cigarettes over and over.
One of those things.
I'm super stressed out right now with work, and moving, and projects, and writing, and quitting smoking, and worrying that I've only gotten my period once in the last six months (no, I'm not pregnant). It might be that last thing that is stressing me out the most. I know I should go to the doctor but I hate going to the doctor more than anything and "hey, I don't get all crampy and bleed once a month" seems like a relatively good health condition to have but still, I'm trying to be a responsible adult so I should be going to the doctor.... Maybe I just need to go home and watch a bunch of romantic comedies and have a good cry and maybe I'll get my period and be a girl again. Fuck.
So yes, I could've really really gone for a snow day today.
Or some hugs. Maybe hugs most of all.
Kissykissy,
Annie Jay
Get thee to a doctor, young maiden. It's probably stress-related, but better to know for sure. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteSeriously woman, get your butt to a doctor. I could be stress but it could be something else.
ReplyDeleteAs for the hiding out, we all need that every once in a while to recharge our mental batteries.
Thanks girls. I'm feeling a bit better about life today and promise to be more positive in the future!
ReplyDeleteOh, and I put on my big girl pants and I scheduled a doctor's appointment. I'm sure it'll be fine too, just one of those stupid worrisome things.
I commented a couple days ago but it didn't post for some reason. I just wanted to say that I'm glad you're going to the doc. Don't mess around with the vagina!!!
ReplyDeleteHaha yes, ma'am. No messing around with the vagina here!
DeleteDitto what obx said! I was in your same boat re: vagina and I waited over a year... because i'm an idiot like that. Glad you're going to the doc :)
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